A father takes the initiative to write a book for his two disabled sons. In it, he shares not only his worries and regrets, but also the joy he experiences with them. This work is more literary than factual, a kind of fragmented declaration of love, written in a clear and powerful style. The short chapters give the book the rhythm of held breaths. In just 150 pages, the author keeps the memory of Mathieu and Thomas alive and invites the reader to laugh to avoid discomfort.